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There's something much much more important
than the millionth "I love you"
I'll silently hold you
So you can become happy here in my arms
My honey, grab my arm
And follow me into my dream
There'll be tears and laughter
But I won't sing a loveless song
I won't say you should believe me right away
But come just a little bit closer and stand by me
Love songs are a bit embarrassing
And I cannot sing
I can't just say those special words
Those warm sweet words everyday
So I wanted to at least tell you
In ordinary words, in life sized words
It's quicker to hold you tight
Than to say the millionth "I love you"
I'm easily embarrassed
So it's the best i can do
I don't want those scripted words
When I've really and truly fallen in love
I'll silently hold you
So you can become happy here in my arms
My sweet sweet honey, right now I am smoking
And imagining the two of us happy
I hope you have
The same dream, too
Laughing, oh, I want to laugh
I want a happy life, a future with ups and downs
If bad things happen, there've got to be good things, too
So lets keep singing as we walk
If you want those special words
Those warm, sweet words, just wait a little longer
For now I wanted to at least tell you
In ordinary words, in life-sized words
There's something much, much more important
Than the millionth "I love you"
All alone in a dark room
I wondered what I could do for you
But when you really love someone
You've got to gird your loins, not rack your brains
It always starts with wanting to hold you
And putting those feelings into action
When you've been hurt
And when you blame yourself
I'll hold you tightly
And whisper in your ear
"Is anyone perfect?
Is life ever perfect?"
People don't always do things they can be proud of
You've got to embrace it all, so come on, look up
Just having you by my side, I can feel more warmth
Than from the millionth "I love you"
I feel like just holding you gives me more strength
Than the millionth "I love you"
They stand with their arms tightly around each other
A mixture of skin, so rich in days
Where the sea and the land touch
She wants to tell him the truth
But the wind eats her words
Where the sea ends
She trembles holding his hand
And kissed him on the forehead
She carries the evening in her chest
And she knows that she must wither away
She lays her head in his lap
And she asks for one last kiss
And then he kissed her
Where the sea ends
Her lips, weak and pale
And his eyes tear up
The last kiss
Was so long ago
The last kiss
He doesn't remember it anymore
Death
You creep into my room as i sleep
i did not even know your presence was near
my dreams take me away remembering the parts of my life
like a scary movies the shadows roll on
i try and to scream but i can't the images won't go away
I feel like im in a small room filled with thousands of people sufficateting gasping for air
my dreams move on to that night i see my boyfriend
a tear rolls down my cheek as i sleep in my deep slumber
i hear us yelling i am now filled with deep regret
i now try to wake my self up but its late the pills begin there magic as i fall into nothinness
The duty of youth is to challange corruption
-Kurt Cobain
How happy is the blameless Vestal's lot
The world forgetting by the world forgot
Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind
Each prayer accepted, Each wish resigned
-Alexander Pope
A Special Poem
What?s wrong with this world?
People only look what on the outside.
Not knowing what?s deep inside
A voice calling,
But too often do people get
Caught up in life,
Ignoring this little voice inside of them,
They move on each day,
All the anger builds up inside,
They are clueless where it came from,
They feel lonely depressed,
And take out the anger on someone else,
When once we discover,
You need something in your life,
You think life is just a big joke,
This voice is still calling and doesn?t give up,
But then they get mastered by evil,
There hearts grow colder and colder,
And there minds play games.
Every minute and second of their life falls apart.
Not knowing in that very moment they lost there dreams
They once had in a childhood.
They no longer want to live.
All they feel is like that little voice patiently waiting in there hearts.
i need love
i need it quick
it’s another bad habit
that i need to kick
lovechair
but there’s no love there
fucking chair
but there’s nobody there
broken chair
what the fuck do i care?
leaning back
leave a little slack
my throne
your stones
you wound me
or so it would seem
i'm love sick
the air’s getting thick
a struggled cough
jerk me off
almost ready
keep it steady
don’t fake this
i don’t need a kiss
lovechair
nothing but love there
the hammer of time
beats along with my rhyme
my rhyme without reason
my days without season
but i digress…
oh, fuck yes…
red cum
do you want some?
i could spare a little bit
if someone truly needed it
for how many of our needs
are we honestly willing to bleed?
i need love
i need it quick
it’s another addiction
that i need to kick
stand up
and step away
another rhyme
another day
they don’t know
they don’t care
because they’ve never been
to the chair
i need love
i need it quick
it’s another abuse
that i need to kick
lovechair
is anybody there?
empty chair
stripped bare
i’m love sick
this’ll do the trick
now i’m ready
hold steady
leaning back
plenty of slack
cold throne
cast your stones
you wound me
or so it would seem
for how many of our needs
are we honestly willing to bleed?
somehow
i have the answer now
broken chair
what do i care?
lovechair
nobody there
i need love
i need it quick
it’s another requisite
that i can finally kick
When they leave...
After summer
does anyone notice autumn?
after the uncompromisable
unsurpassable beauty and life of summer
isn't fall just a vague blur?
All the beauty slowly fades
diminished by coolness, emptyness
everything tilts into it's place instinctively
obeying the annual death of nature
But doing so regretfully...
because when fall too fades away
nothing is alive,
and the cold, dead, lonelyness
envelopes you from every side
and the unending darkness grips you with fear
like an animal struggling with nature
after all the beauty is murdered
by betrayal
